How? How can you completely ignore the person who cares for you the most?
How? How can your mind so easily erase all the things that I did for you?
Anything you wanted, if I could get to it, you had it
Most people will not meet someone who cares about them enough that they are willing to do anything for their happiness
You did, and instead of appreciating the blessing that God brought to you, you banished me to the depths of your mind, as soon as my feet left the sandy beaches of Daytona.
My very existence became a memory in your mind so hidden that it had to hold on to the edge of hope, just so it wouldn’t fall into the abyss of forgotten hopes and dreams.
My Friends told me you were using my kindness for weakness and as soon as my situation changed, you would too.
I heard what they were saying but I didn’t want to believe them
Even if it was true, I was still happy because I was here with you
The one person that I cared for the most
The one person who could make me laugh until I cried
The one person whom I, unwillingly, developed feelings for in such a short amount of time
For once in my life, I was satisfied with being in love with a lie.
You’ve been through so much in your life, more than I could imagine in mine
I don’t care; I was willing to accept all your flaws, baggage, and everything in your past.
In such a short amount of time, we been through enough pain to write a short story book
“Dimplez” was God’s blessing to us, that was taken away by fear, confusion, and untimely decisions
I understand why you would hate me, for a long time I hated myself for what I did
For some reason, I had hope; Hope that one day you might forgive me
Hope that one day you might love me the way that I love you
Hope that one day when the time is right, we can start a family of our own
Hope that you wouldn’t forget about me when it was my time to go
I had high hopes but reality came crashing through the door, shattering my hopes and dreams
Reality kicked in; maybe it wasn’t meant to be
Maybe I should take this as a lesson learned and go on living my life with this new found knowledge
Maybe the feelings I have for you aren’t as strong as they really seem
Between all the Maybe’s, hopes, and Dreams, tears wet my pillow when I thought of what this all truly means
How? How can you just forget about me?
I tried it with you, and it’s not as easy as you make it seem
Pain rips through my heart every time these thoughts cross my mind
God and my prayers is what has kept me from going insane
After all these thoughts, the same question still remains
How can you just forget about me as if you don’t feel the same?