Distance.
It's a scary thing.
When someone you care
So deeply about
Walks away from you
And
You don't know if
They'll turn around
Or keep walking
Come back
Or drift into what you used to be
As if
All of the memories aren't enough.
I don't think
I'll ever go one day
Without thinking about you.
I'm never
Not
Going to care.
You're never
Not
Going to mean
This much to me.
I don't think
I'm ever
Not
Going to love you.
Now I get it.
I get what it's like for her
To watch you walk away
For so long
So
Far.
But
She knows you're coming back
And
I guess
It's safe to say
So do I?
I'm sure you will
For a visit
But
It still hurts.
I bet she hurts like this
Whenever you two kiss goodbye.
Maybe..
Does she hurt like this?
Does she love you like this?
Does she care
As much as I do?
I wonder
Would it help
If you were to tell me
You'd be back
I suppose it would
To an extent
But
Still
I'd have to face this
All over again
Because
We both know
That
You can't stay forever.
Well
You could
But
You won't.
So
I wonder
Would it help
Or
Would it hurt even more
Catching
Yet another glimpse
Into
What I'm missing
Ever
So
Dearly.
How did I make it all this time?
I knew
You'd leave
Eventually.
You'd have to.
So
Tell me
Or
Help me
Try to understand
Just
How
I did it.
Maybe..
Maybe
It was okay
Because
Right then
And there
We were together
And
All I can ever be
With you close to me
Is happy..
And
I guess
Knowing
That I had
That we
Had
That moment
In time
Together..
It's hard
To understand
And
To think about.
I don't understand it..
They say
You never know
Just how special
Something is
Until
It's gone
But
The truth is
You
Just
Never think
That that something
That
That amazing something
Will ever be
Gone.