close your eyes and open your heart let it out like an open scar I told you I love you and then I took it all back wish I could have seen that you were all I had. I go to the basement were I thought I'd be alone and I took this knife and craved it in my soul I wanted you to see how much you mean to me but now when I look at you, your with her and I'm with me it breaks my heart and it kills me. I wish that I can stay strong and be able to be happy for you but I cant do anything but to cry and think about dying and that I need you hear and I LOVE YOU that was my mistake to let you go