You promised me forever
Naive as could be i believed you
i trusted your every word
i never knew you'd leave me to hurt
thought our hearts beat as one
but i confused that with your tactics
thought our hearts made a pleasant beat
but now all i hear is static
shame on me i was fooled again
love is a master
its could never let me win
i guess its my fault
i should have never let you in
i feel my heart shattering
but the feeling is ever so common
My face is so used to
all the tears, of me sobbing
stupid me, to have faith in you
i should've seen it in you
but i'm not phyic
i had no clue
my heart is permanently scarred
i wear my head on my arms
tears run endlessly
and only hurt runs in me
i'm so hurt and so weak
stupid and naive
i make too many mistakes
and i am not perfect
maybe thats the reason you don't see me as worth it
maybe thats the reason i'm always left hurting
the reason i'm always left with used to be
and it always end in you without me
and pain is never an absentee
my space in the window
never misses me
because i'm never gone to long
i know every word to that break up song
every time
i know the outcome
but love i just can't keep from
i know there lies but i still believe
thats i would just pretend
than happiness can be achieved
i trusted in you
and lost trust in me
silly stupid me
i stare at my scars
and then i go in for more
i want love
but not this way
love can't be betrayed
because i need it
i feen it
even though i often hurt
and treated like dirt
i still believe somewhere there's hope
even though the clouds are grey
i can't predict a rainy day
so i fall in traps
give love a break perhaps ?
but i just can't break free !