Scream out to the abyss

"I NEVER WANTED THIS"

I only wanted to get away

To forever end this pain

But, all I can do is scream

Cry as it falls away from me

I just want it to end

Will you be my friend?

Or are you just like them?

Deceptive reflections?

The worst kind of infection

With no known cure or medicine

Just a vicious disease

Known as you and me

So hold me now

And show me how

How to commit such a treason

And leave no note; nor reason?

I just wanna know if I was

Good enough for you beacause

These feelings for you never faded

They just seemed lost; downgraded

And maybe if it wasn't all about sex

Then I probably wouldn't be another ex

BUT I NEVER SHOULD'VE TAKEN YOU FOR GRANTED

BECAUSE SINCE YOU LEFT, MY LIFE HAS KINDA SLANTED...