im hdden behind my sisters light

hidden from the world

they dont even notice me

they dont even care about me

im silent like a whisper

among my sisters songs

im quiet as a mother

who lost her only child

now when i think of all the past,

i see her shining glow

all i see is my fake smiling face....

blood upon the snow

now the world may seem like a brighter place

without me here to dampen the face

but the knife evades my wrist my love

i hold far to much fear

every scar

every tear

every drop of blood my dear..

things wont get better.....