No one knew the difference,
No one saw the change.
Through my eyes I was not me,
Someone new and strange.
Paranoia clouds my reasoning,
As I am flushed,
And rushed into a crazing state of mind,
Out of my mind,
Blind by my fear of the truth coming to the light.
All my life being seem as smart,
But man I have never felt so dumb;
Always the crazy, happy, fun one,
But man I have never felt so numb.
My life dimming with every breathe I take as my day turns to night.
This self-hatred chipping away at my soul;
The place I hold my memories turned cold,
As my life sold,
Into slavery, no bravery left to put up a fight.
Cause, no one knew the difference,
No one saw the change.
Through my eyes I was not me,
Someone new and strange.