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He's not here with me.

March 19, 2013
By acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.


I know I will never be the same,But that's his fault.
He changed me so much the day he left me forever.
I wasn't left broken but I wasn't at all whole.
When he left he took half of my heart, When he left he took my love.
I still don't know how to be without him.
I am slipping into a new life quite unbecoming.
I am starting to do things I promised myself I never would.
Drinking and smoking and spiraling into depression.
I know I will never be the same, But that's his fault.
He used to keep me in check, kept me from ruining my life.
I don't know how to love and trust anymore. I only do what I feel like doing at the time.
I don't have it in me to fight an opponent less battle all I do it beat myself up.
I look for a little bit of him in everyone I talk to, no one ever measures up.
I am becoming impulsive and it's repulsive.
I know I will never be the same, But that's his fault.
He's not here with me. So how can he expect me to act the way I did when he was?



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acasha BRONZE said...
on Mar. 23 2013 at 8:09 pm
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

oh my gosh thank you so much and I am glad to hear things worked out with him :)

Killops said...
on Mar. 23 2013 at 7:27 pm
Killops, Stewartsville, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
Suck it up Cupcake...

This reminded me of my break up with the love of me life. but we later fixxed things and got back togeather. but thats not the point. with out my love i felt empty and  i had no one to talk to about it, but what you wrote inspied me to go and write my own about my troubles. 

acasha BRONZE said...
on Mar. 23 2013 at 6:49 pm
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

thank you so much

on Mar. 23 2013 at 5:18 pm
sadesdd DIAMOND, Elma, Iowa
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This poem showed the reality after a break up like the spiraling into doing things you wouldn't was the part I liked the best. Plus this is so true! Great job!

acasha BRONZE said...
on Mar. 23 2013 at 3:19 pm
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

wow !! thank you :) !!

bbk24 said...
on Mar. 22 2013 at 12:34 pm
bbk24, Mitchell, South Dakota
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Haters Are Just Confused Admirers&quot;<br /> ~Justin Bieber

WOW!!!! Awesome!!!!

acasha BRONZE said...
on Mar. 21 2013 at 8:55 pm
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

Thank you so much I really appreciate all the feedback

acasha BRONZE said...
on Mar. 21 2013 at 8:55 pm
acasha BRONZE, Beverly, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

gosh thank you so much

on Mar. 21 2013 at 3:24 pm
EbonyNicole SILVER, Jackson, Mississippi
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them.&quot; Frederic Chopin

wow this was an amazing poem, really demostrated your talents as a writer, and i can really related to what this poem is talking about, my favorite part of the poem was when you said "i try to find a little of him in everyone that i talk to, but no one measures up" wow that part of the poem really touched me, its crazy how the one little sentence describes how i feel at the moment, good job, much love goes out to you !!!!

on Mar. 21 2013 at 3:24 pm
EbonyNicole SILVER, Jackson, Mississippi
7 articles 0 photos 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them.&quot; Frederic Chopin

wow this was an amazing poem, really demostrated your talents as a writer, and i can really related to what this poem is talking about, my favorite part of the poem was when you said "i try to find a little of him in everyone that i talk to, but no one measures up" wow that part of the poem really touched me, its crazy how the one little sentence describes how i feel at the moment, good job, much love goes out to you !!!!

Vadda SILVER said...
on Mar. 21 2013 at 12:54 pm
Vadda SILVER, Fairbanks, Alaska
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Favorite Quote:
A fault once denied, is twice committed.

Great content! Loved the poem.