the girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.
the girl who always laughed it off, cried.
the girl who loved to smile, hides behind one everyday.
the girl who was so strong, she crumbled.
the girl who was always happy, is slowly drowning.
the girl who was always breathing, gave up on trying.
i'm not saying i don't want to live, i'm saying i feel trapped. like i can't do anything right.
all my dreams everything i ever imagined torn down everyday.
every time i open my eyes, i wonder if i'm in a nightmare or reality.
i never really had someone to stand beside me.
i feel like comatose, i wont ever wake up.
i'm alive but i'm not, i'm me but i don't know who that is anymore.
i could never commit suicide that's to easy.i deserve to live with my mistake.
i feel like i wont ever be me again, I'm lost.
they say pursue your dreams. i can't pursue something that isn't there. can i?
my life hasn't been the best but it isn't the worst.
i wont ever give up.i'm a fighter, a survivor.
i can take anything life throws at me an i'll throw it back twice as hard.
my life? hmm it's hard but it only gets harder.
there are two words i always tell myself. "keep fighting."
life's a war you have to battle till the end.
but is there really a "END" the end is just the beginning of something new.
you can't get anything positive without a negative.
when life doesn't go right, go left.
when you hit the dead end don't stop nor turn around, push yourself through.
when life gives you lemons you don't make a pitcher of lemon aid you make it one glass at a time.
like when you fall down you don't stay down you get back up again.
love me, hate me, but i'm always me.