taking a breathe and relizing what all i did wrong? i relize i did nothing but help.

when it's not me asking for help it's me giving my help.

i pray to a god i dont know if i beleive in every night.

i wake up hoping things are different, when everythings still the same.

every morning i wake up not even knowing who i'm gunna be today.

living with not really pain but confusing love, i drag myself through the day.

to most people i'm probily crazy, but to me i'm just ashley, and thats all i want to be.

asking myself everyday if i'm really okay? i have know clue honestly.

i feel like i have a war of pain and love happening everyday.

fighting off the demons and letting my angels free.