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lost within myself

November 3, 2013
By kirstenmarie BRONZE, Bay Shore, New York
kirstenmarie BRONZE, Bay Shore, New York
3 articles 0 photos 2 comments

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if you have a dream, chase it, it wont be there forever <3


I finally stood up to the person whose been bringing me down all my life.
I looked her in the eyes and said I hate you, your worthless, your...ME
I couldn't believe that little girl is here no more
That big smile that use to light up the sky is now the reason why it's dark out
And those big brown eyes hold the key to the door banned from her soul
It hides her pain, her tears, her worried and whose she deep down and who she wants to be now
That little girl she use to be is gone and won't ever be back home
My soul is attach to her so now what you see is nothing but skin and bone
Don't be suprised..
Me and that little girl will come together as one
Look into the sky and take gods arm
She can finally throw that key away
Put a smile upon her face
And we'll shut our eyes as we say goodbye
This won't be a final goodbye I come back sometime
I just need to find myself for once
I lost myself within the years
I can't even say it without shedding a tear
You thought I was here but I really wasn't
I dazed through life as a clone without a thought or a mind of my own
I'm tired of walking these roads so unhappy
I keep repeating my own history
I'm ready to change, I'm ready to be me
I need to look in gods light
AND FINALLY SEE


The author's comments:
its about a girl who lost herself, and needs to look within herself and have faith in god to find herself again.

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on Nov. 21 2013 at 3:43 pm
kirstenmarie BRONZE, Bay Shore, New York
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Favorite Quote:
if you have a dream, chase it, it wont be there forever <3

thank you !

on Nov. 19 2013 at 7:39 pm
RozaAlexander, Amory, Mississippi
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rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools, & accepted by idiots.

This is really relatable, and i think in its own way it is really beautiful

on Nov. 19 2013 at 12:22 am
kirstenmarie BRONZE, Bay Shore, New York
3 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
if you have a dream, chase it, it wont be there forever <3

thank you :)

on Nov. 17 2013 at 3:03 pm
Anna141 PLATINUM, Yarmouth, Maine
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"Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain."

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This is really good :)