To wonder around for days...
to ignore the world...
to listen to music like its your only exscape...
To feel unwanted...
To be content for a minute then change every detail...
What is it?
To forget the world.
To block everyone out.
To hold that hand in the air,
To say screw everyone.
What is it?
To leave everything behind.
To leave what you know.
To not understand why life is like this.
To never call the same place home twice.
To never feel safe,
To love all the time.
To crave the unknown.
To challenge the worst.
To try the deadly,
and to overdose, just to see if you could.
What do you do,
If you give up
if you stop everything
if you walk away
if you die every minute
if you challenge your bodys limits
if you hang yourself for the moments of the last breaths
if you hold a gun to your head
if you try to pull the trigger unloaded just for the cold air
to hold yourself under water
just to see if you can suffacate and live.
what is life
without a deadly challenge
what is life
without a struggle
what is life
what is it we live
what is it we concider