Its a quite night
Days have gone by and not a word from him
My phone buzzez like crazy
I answer
Its my Sailor
He called to tell me he is going over seas so he wont be able to talk to me
I say okay and try to talk
He says he has to be on his way
I love you miss you
Thats what he says
I repeat
Phone beeps
I cry
Phone vibrates once
Its a text
Who?
Blue eyes?
He said hi
I say hi
He convo goes all night
We talk weeks non stop
Hang out?
I go
We kiss
Butterflys?
Whats happening?
He holds me
Time gets late
We part
He winks
I smile and laugh
School
We stop and talk
Walks me to class?
Winks
Smiles
Hangout again?
His house?
I go
He pulls me in
Carys me to the couch
Kiss me
We just stay there
Comftorable?
Butterflys?
cuddling?
We wisper but no one is home?
Work!!!
I leave
He did eveything he could to keep me there
Holds me
I go out the door
Before opening I kiss him
He huggs me tightly
I leave not looking back
But i know he watches me from the window
Happy?
Later that night
Realitly comes to us
Im engaged
He has a girlfrined
Why do we keep doing this?
We see the pills the alchol the razors
It would be so simple
But whats the good
We text and talk
We go out sepreate ways
He argues with her
I cant talk to Sailor
Blue eyes and i only have eachother
We move on
Time goes by
Is this all we need?
Life