After months
After tears
After sadness
After pain

I finally have no feeling
When I hear your name
I'm finally free
from your trap

I can finally see
My life coming back
I can finally live
From your absence

I finally have
no more feeling of love
No more feeling
No more pain

There I go
more gain
happiness
no shame

I can look at you
and feel nothing
I can talk to you
and feel nothing

I can be around you
and feel nothing
My life
My old life

Is slowly coming back
From an out of body experience
To a more awake feeling
Thank you

I'm stronger
I'm more aware
I now know
Trust

Trust is hard to come by
But I'll still write
Write you letters
Don't worry

You'll never receive them
Even though
I don't feel anymore
There will always be

A place in my heart
that is you
Goodbye
Friend