Nightmares haunt me during the day,
Daydreaming of a different escape,
Just another day, hold on they say,
I just live day to day in this fate.
It'll work out,
I dont even want to shout,
All my feelings just pour out,
Where? On me.
Not even wanting to sleep,
Kuz no matter where I go I cant dream,
I dont know what I want anymore,
I cant even see the beach shore.
Am I the only one who feels this way?
You struggle with the sadness you cant even cry,
The tears dont come anymore even if you try,
The prision isnt out there anymore,
The prision is here now, inside.
Its inside my heart, my head,
Its amazing, how Im not dead,
Maybe just start livin it on the edge
No matter how much I reach out,
It just gets back to the same thing,
I need someone for me to preach it out,
Just gotta focus on the good they all tell me,
I can only be here, 
I dont want anyone else to feel this way,
I just do what they want to please them,
What happened to dreaming? I lost touch with reality.
Whats it really like out there? 
Do I even wanna know or is it a big scare?