Time brings all things to pass… all wounds must heal but you have to put in more effort if you want the scar to fade … My love runs deep... deeper than the ocean, no one has ever seen before… Our barriers have been lifted… We became one… Inside she lives… We fought... We grow… We love… We found peace… Today is our anniversary and she is gone … not by force just pure coincidence… ask if I’m ok … I say I’m fine… take my mind off of it, give me anything... Going to be strong and happy for us... Inside I want to cry … but I know there will be more … she will be again but never the same... I loved, I attached but now only a void is left… Will I cry? ... No…Will I run? ... No… Do I miss? … You know I do… I also know you love me no matter what I am or what I have, what we become or what we were… Today we will be happy… Today I will have fun … but yesterday I heard her cry… Cry for us? … No … Cry to stay … Another… I want another... My mind is lost so it runs wild… My heart is hurt so it stops… My body is weak so it falls… but I still keep moving for my eyes see you so I am happy, at peace… We lay in the waters of my soul together forever we are because I know she will be back… Izabella… I will miss you… “What can we do”? ... Nothing… “Be happy and strong”. … “I’m sorry”. “Don’t be”. A kiss to make it feel better but the pain doesn’t fade… not yet... “Will it ever? What do you mean? … Will you ever be ok with this? … Not until I get her back… then cry it’ll help…” Lean over... Tight arms surround me… one by one tears come… “Shh its ok I love you”. Silence fills and water runs… together for eternity we will be… yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift… that’s why they call it the present… Everything is going to be ok… Enjoy today…