The day is long… the night… sacred… who said they can’t be one in the same… A nice, spring, day.... Not too hot... Not too cold … lying in the tall grass just me and you… hear the water… the animals … feel the breeze and smile… Soon but not soon enough... it comes... where love runs deep but we run deeper... Look up and they run together forever… will they be born? Laughing and playing they ask us to join, you look at me… we get up and race down the hill… tumble down they come on top of us … we all laugh at our family fun… a third one comes not on two but four… licking our faces.. wet and drippy… we stand… walk back up to the hill… food is in the air… we sit eat and relax… they all sleep… look up… clouds turn dark… try to wake them up… they are gone… drip…. Drip….. Drip…. Pour… why? .... Please… come back … I hear voices “we’re here ... we’re here” fall to my knees I know you are … I know … where will ya’ll go? … “With you ... With you” “can we stay, can we?”… Look down at the still water beneath me… the water ripples… I didn’t realize I was crying … a chill down my spine and warmth on my back I turn to see you leading me back to the light…. Will death ever be pure? ... “It already is…” am I dead? …. Where’s the light? ... “It never left … look...” walk through a tunnel and blinded by the light... I look up and they run to me… “Where you go... Where you go?” nowhere, I’m not going anywhere... death and lives are pure so either way I will stay with ya’ll we all are pure… a hug and a tear… please don’t leave me “we would never” …. Will I see… the end to my dream? ... pain and sadness isn’t what depression is… it’s the feeling of being lost with a way and no one to help you find a way… depression is without love… guidance… future… Never let Depression fall in your soul… There’s always a way... Always someone or something to love… always the future… and we have all that and more… fix the cracks before they turn into holes and love like you shouldn’t but live like you’re in heaven… Don’t let your problems beat you… fight until you can’t feel the pain … I fight everyday… for me … for you … for them… My heart is strong … My soul curious… Know that I’m trying no matter what I say or what I do… I’m always here for you …