Will everything be ok? … Have I got addicted to this feeling? … Will you allow them to stay? … Not fighting… Not arguing… Just fun and happiness… Fun in the mind… in every way we have fun… What more can we get from this? Can I hear your voice speak ever so softly to me? Whisper in my ear and tell me it’s going to be ok. What do you say?
“It will be ok”.
“How do you know Nothing is changing no one seems to care” sadly I look away, you hold me tightly and turn my face toward yours. I stare into your eyes where I see your soul and my heart drops.
“Things will change and some things won’t, like I won’t leave, people will start to see and care and help, know you’re not alone” His eyes got dim and I realized I was safe, that this was my future and I now know how to be who I am. I still don’t know who I am though; I don’t need that to follow my path. The light shines in the empty room with just me and you. Can we be a family? … One last time… Relax and stay close to me…Happy anniversary… The future is bright so let me dream in a place where I crave my scene… Two floors… 5 maybe 6 rooms that means 4 bathrooms… master bed room… sound proof walls and rooms… 4-5 acres… on the beach in California…a farm in the back… expensive sports cars… money to spend freely and debt manageable… businesses here and there and more that we could ever want… Homes in winter states and islands just because we like the scenery… what more could you want? ... We have it all so why stop there… A city on the moon or aliens in time square… whatever we want it’ll be there… But don’t let me forget about you… I would never… So what’s your dream? …Tell it to me soon …