Deluged by the aplomb
Keep your gait
Strut
Head high
Our thoughts
Reality
Palled
Masked
Underneath
Havoc
Rancid memories
Festering thoughts
of
Past
Present
Future
Languishing words
Breaking my walls
Tumble little bricks
She says
As her words of hate
Peirce my veil
Taking an anthropomorphic stance and kicking
Dust
The bricks broke
And so did my eyelids
The water cascaded
Splashing to a puddle under my nose
Years of torture broke me
Not just her
A catholic membership
Of hate
And jealousy
Towards difference
As if the beneficiary
Of my cry 
Takes away their differences
In a martial attack
Forces combine to take down my
Walls
She managed to take them down
Entirely
I lie in wait
An eerie silence
For her to make her
Final
Attack
Anxiety brews
A waterfall is in wait behind the dam
After all what more can I do
My sanity is dissipating in a modicum amount
Will it happen again
So far
She’s used her guile for the better
Can she really do this
Make them believe that she’s good
Give me a smile
Of teeth
That I know are sharp
Like her tongue
Points and daggers
That makes my life a careening mess
Here I go
There I go
Where will I end up
Who knows…
How can they trust her
Them
There’s more
Then one
But she in particular
I loath
She’s the one who took
My
Life
And
Broke it
In half
With words
Actions
Has she changed
The fort nights
New moons
Couldn’t change a soul
Time changes people
Not like this
No
Others think so
But I don’t
Blindness to deception
I pity
Now
Masked
Then
Broken
After
Changed