I didn't go out that morning
nor the day after
my fragile heart is weakening 
and dying as I count the ticking sound of the clock.

My heart is in shambles
I'm losing my grip
the whole world seems to go upside down
I miss you.

Dear love,
it makes me sad to see you going through all this
fighting a war against yourself
you've been going on for ten years now
it's ok.

You are free now
you are in a different world now
you are invincible now
perhaps a heaven just received another angel
may you rest in paradise 
I love you. 

by Nik Norazreen