You
Sometimes I lay in bed
                 and cry myself to sleep.
                You don't know that the things you do
hurt me.You will never know.
Crying is a sign of weakness
so I walk around with a smile on my face,
          but is that smile real?? I never should have gotten
attached to you. I was warned
but I turned a cold face to that.
I thought you would be different,
but I was wrong.
You never realize what you do to people.
I was naive. Didn’t know
any better. Now I know. Will I ever be
different? Will YOU ever be
different? You have changed me.
I may never know how to truly live ever again.
Because of you I can't trust anyone...
I can't even trust myself.
Maybe its a good thing though.
Maybe I won't get hurt again
because I now know what
people are capable of.
You are the reason I hide in the shadows.
I try not to be noticed.
If I'm noticed I'm not sure if i would be able to
Trust them either. Maybe instead of
hurting from what you have done,
I should say
Thank you
Thank you for making me a better, stronger person.