It seems like everytime I try to explain myself

My self-esteem falls apart

A stream of emotions flow right through me

My heart cold but not warm

Not the bitter cold

But shivering

Needing to be comfort

Only if somebody could understand

How I felt

They say I only care about myself

But they do not realise

That I've been caring about everyone from the first beginning

But only one situation I ask about my opinion

And it turns into a riot

Letting words rush through my mouth

Unable to control myself

Without leaving the room right away

To blow off steam

If that doesn't happen

I say things I do not mean

Just let me leave the room

So I won't hurt anybody

This isn't for me it is for you

I'm still trying to figure out

Why nobody understands my situation right now.