Temptation...

Temptation dangles in my face

daring me to give in

challeging my will

Temptation...

Taunts me 

weakens me

deepens mt breath 

lessens my will

my mind tells me not to 

my heart sides with temptation 

my body sides with my heart

my soul knows the truth 

In the end nothing will be as it was

Innocence will stray

I will be emptier than ever before

Regrets will overtake me 

all of this my soul knows

but my heart ignores

my body acts on it's own

my mind screams no 

my mouth forms sounds of it's own

none of which come from my mind

I don't hear anything 

I just feel 

 I feel the pain

 I feel the pleasure

All too soon I feel...

I feel...

Empty

I want more

This can't be all

There has to be more

My soul is all too loud to me now

my mind I can't help but to listen

But the pain in my chest symbolizes just how late it is

my heart is broken.

I am empty, tainted, used

I feel as such

a moment of entamicy 

has ended with days of emptiness

Regret settles in my stomach, as I knew it would

tears well in my eyes 

hurt lays in my mind

worry races in my mind 

depression seeps to my soul.