I’m just a blur to them
I’m all wrong to them
My feelings are just a peace of trash
My tears are becoming a puddle of blood
But they don’t know that yet
They’ll figure it out
I’m done trying to show them
They can’t and arn’t going to accept me for who i want to be
Only when I’m on the floor
Maybe then will they know
Why should I be with them
No way can or will i smile
But his words are like a dream
I don’t know if it’s a game
I’m to scared to ask
He takes me away from them
I felt this way before knowing it won’t be real
Now…I feel captured, but loved and hated
He’s a dream…loving a nightmare
I’m a nightmare falling for a dream…