My heart is broken and it's hurting so much

Didn't know it could feel this way

I can't blame him cuz it's my fault

I put down my guard, I gave him my trust

Should have never trusted that man, should have never let him in

Why did I listen to what he said?

Put down your guard, let me be your friend

But omistarz, I love him

The ambiguity taken to heart only to fracture it

The bond I feel with you cannot be broken

No matter how hard I try you'll always be my brother

Deep inside

I thought you loved me, I thought you cared

But now I'm looking back, I see you never said you did

Actions speak louder than words

And the pieces of my heart lie shattered on the ground

In the process of healing, to be broken again

No one bothered to pick up the fragments and connect them

My tears overflow and fall to the floor

No one mopped up the puddle they made

A matter of life or death

I am not significant, dead or alive

Is my heart important to you?

I've gone back to guarding it, can't let this happen again

The price of a broken heart is greater than you know

I let myself believe a lie and now I'm reaping what I've sown

I'm lost in this labyrinth of lies, being torn apart

No one loves me, no one cares

Nobody wants to mend my broken heart

Imagining makes the hurt deeper than it has to be

So does believing an implausible lie

A protector, I will guard my heart

It's been broken before, next time it may not survive