Why is that a father push away his only beloved son
A son he say he love
But yet shut out the door to his son
A little boy sit and wonder why
Why my father do that he do
Cry after cry,
Cry to the river,
Cry to the moon,
Cry through out the day
Through out the night
Crying to the heavens to bring me happiness
Cry till there is no more tears
Crying till you see nothing but blood pouring  down
I shed through my skin hoping you open
The door that I may enter
Why is it that when I shoot up you shoot me
Down,
Down to the lowest ends of the world
Why is it that you only teach me to hate
Hate the world and hate you for my life
Why is it that you ask me why I do the things
I do,
But you don’t sit and ask how I became
The man  that I am now
Why shall I thank you when I hate you
Hate me for looking like you
But love me
For what  I’m going through