love a test, shut up
when I say I love you, it`s at a whispher

it seems to be a test, and not the the kind you can study for no. And you can`t see the great big monster with five eyes four hands and covered in fur but also scales... that thing, is what comes out of your mouth when you say that

I`ve seen a guy the day after spewing that, chasing after someone else...

or... I`ve heard a guy making fun of me for something on my body that I was born with. Clearly I didn`t choose that... He said this as if it was my name and there is no sight of an appology. Because that is not something you say to someone you supposedly love

or… I`ve heard her say she`s not afraid of him or worst she can take care of it alone for what seemed like forever. She saids this as if I am blind. She said it any ways while she lied through her teeth but not just to me

or… when she talks about how she feels so freaking lost but at least i`m there, and she saids this through her tears and fears

but…when I say shut up with a smile, It`s the way I can say I love you above a whispher

This is the way I fully envelope myself in  love, from you or anyone else. I know you might not get it but…shut up