You took advantage of my feelings, 

I had for you, 

Ripped out my heart, 

And threw it on the ground, 

Shattering it to pieces...

And yet,

Even though you put me through this endless pain, 

Why do I still want you at my side? 

It's been forever, 

Since you were with me, 

But no matter how hard I tried, 

You were NEVER went outta my mind,

I sometimes wish we could be together again,

Yet I also wish I never meet you again, 

My heart beats fast when seeing you, 

I loved you since I first saw you, 

Same for you, 

At least,

That's what you said... 

You proclaimed, 

That you'd love me forever,

That you'd help me through think and thin... 

I never thought that you'd leave me alone,

Alone in a deep and terrifing place,

My friends say I'm obsessed, 

For still believing your words,

The day you broke up with me, 

You told me:

"No matter what happens, I'll love you forever",

I believed your words,

However,

That day, 

December 21st,

I lost the capability to fully love someone,

Afraid to love again,

Because of the pain I've gone through, 

I don't know,

If I could EVER deal with that again, 

The agony,

Of being left alone, 

I just want to be happy...

Is that so wrong?!