You told me that you wouldn't hurt me 

why does it feel like you're lying 

I haven't done anything to hurt you 

you said you love me but is it true 

I'm hurt to the point where I hate you 

I know that you understand it , why does it feel like you planned it 

you lied and you lied and I fell for it 

I'm trying not to hurt you 

so many things I could say to you 

why did you lie when I promised you 

Why does it feel like it's over 

im tired of acting like it's okay

when everything feels like it's far away 

maybe I don't understand it 

tell me is this how you planned it 

beacause you left me so stranded 

or maybe it's too much to manage 

Maybe it wasn't meant to be 

maybe I didn't deserve you 

Only if you didn't hurt me 

I would be able to trust you