Words leave me
For once in my life
All I wish is to write
To be understood by the masses
No I want to be understood by you

I want you to look at me and see I'm broken
I want you to hug me without touching me
I want you to look at me and see I'm strong
I want you to kiss me without your lips

Apparently what I want is impossible
Inconceivable
Impractical
Fairy tales from books never written or heard of

I want to be able to write my tears into the pages
And have the ink weave into my longing
For the words to leap off the page so you may hear my screams that I've kept silent so long

Apparently what I want is impossible
Inconceivable
Impractical
Fairy tales from books never written or heard of

I wish for a million things
I wish for my stomach to stop churning
For my mind to stop yearning
My heart to stop beating

But all of these are impossible things
All words forgotten
From fairy tales I won't be able to write
Because all things impossible
Are wishes from me