i do this thing where i write letters to people i love but never actually send them, i do it just to help me let all of the emotions out. this particular one was to a girl who i was really close with and had a crush on, but then one day we stopped talking kind of, i mean we talked but we only did it rarely, because of that, i started acting different and people could tell, so they asked me if anything was wrong and of course i denied it, but one night, all the emotions kind of hit me and i realized i was hurting so i wrote this letter to her. it probobly won't be published, but thanks for at least reading this far.