F*** Dave
It seems like yesterday we were on Newbury
I wish I could have saved you, but now you are being buried
We were talking 5 minutes before
If you said the words I would have been out my door
Our friendship was new, it was growing to so much more
Plans we never saw through, trips out to west coast to explore
Life had so many things for you in store
A young Messi when you scored, countless soccer fields you haven’t tour
We were free spirits together, but you spread your wings too wide to soar
Those opportunities snatched from you
Sat on that painted roof watching the view
You asked me to link up soon
I just got over sewing up my love wounds
Now I have to iron my suit, put on my mask that’s bulletproof
You left me with so many questions, I just want the truth
Heartbroken and lost, you know how it feels
Your brother reached out, sat with emotions that shoulda been unreal
I cracked a seal, poured out my hurt
Looking muddy like where you lay in the dirt
My eyes shed all the tears I could muster
Still doesn’t replace you, all I can do is suffer
My fears came true, over losing someone like you
Lost another brother
Closed myself off because I was afraid of loss
Did you bet your life on a coin toss?
You jumped in front of a train
I lost a friend
I don’t want to start this cycle again, can’t handle the pain
Hate new friends, opening up is a strain
For better or worse you left a stain
I refrain from spilling all our tea
Wish you coulda just talked to me
F*** Dave, come live the life you were meant to lead