I don't mean to sound alarms
But i keep thinking about self harm
My actions don't receive my thoughts
But i know what i'm doing, i know the cost
Stranger’s voices fill my head
Anxiety wins and kill my meds
I cry for help but i'm left unheard
I seek out friends but all have turned
Alone, unsteady, my fears undone
Reckless, not thinking, the blade is my gun
Darkness consumes the light that's left
The pain seeps out in crimson red
Anger sleeps in the pit of lies
Structure burns down and the bounds untie
Ghosts creep out in the dead of night
Weapons lock up and collapse in fright
Haunted mem’ries keep my past
A life that’s lost, struggling to last
Turn away from painted smiles
Run from hurt, run miles and miles
Seek out faith with an open heart
But fear rises up tearing happiness apart
We all fight hope and we all fight love
We all fight wars and the battles above
We must save strength for greater things
We all must fly on angel’s wings