I don’t miss you

I never had you and to miss something

It had to have been lost

I didn’t love you

But you taught me to be

Cautious with my heart

I miss the feeling

Of being safe at home

In someone else’s arms

You were my prison

But in my stormy skies

Your feeling was my sun

Careful mornings

Spent picking out clothes

That you would have liked me to wear

Tearful evenings

Staring at the ceiling

Wondering why I even care

I thought you’d miss me

But your new best friend has

Pretty auburn hair

And now I’m wondering

If when you close your eyes

You can still picture my stare

Silly girl don’t cry for me

I promise I won’t be gone long

And when I come back

You can finish your lonely song

Silly boy don’t make me wait

I know that you won’t hesitate

To find that girl with emerald eyes

And steal her crystals as I cry

For

You

Oh boy why do I still

Cry

For

You

I know it's just what you’d want

Me

To

Do

Just sit around and drain my mind

In empty puddles

Watch me cry

Over the boy with roaming eyes

A wicked grin

That melts my mind

You should have never said goodbye

I think you knew that I would

Cry

For

You

Boy did you wish for me to

Die

For

You