Under lock and key keeping my memories,
Hiding my heart just playing the part,
Passing through life not believing in love.
Want to give in but too afraid of being hurt again,
Wishing for my dreams through all the schemes,
Fading away missing a part of who I should be
All I want to do is be all of me.
Tired of breaking hears want a brand new start,
Learning to open up again doing everything I can,
To make things right trying with all my might,
But I keep losing in the one-sided fight.
Hitting the bottom been falling for so long,
Purged of all emotions so cold and dark I am gone,
To many secrets that need to be given away,
Looking for the light to guide my way,
Living my life anew by letting out the truth,
Just don’t love the one who loves you.
Under lock and key keeping my memories,
Hiding my heart just playing the part,
Passing through life not believing in love.
Want to give in but too afraid of being hurt again,
Wishing for my dreams through all the schemes,
Fading away missing a part of who I should be
All I want to do is be all of me.
Knowing it is time to move on but wanting to stay stuck,
Days growing more bearable changing my luck,
Never forgetting but putting the past in the past,
Learning my lessons and making them last,
Still aching inside wishing it was not real,
Time will let it heal and hopefully help me feel.