(Verse 1)
She was a young girl in pursuit of her dreams crying or depression wasn’t something off she heed
She would do anything in all means to fulfill her needs
When everyone knew she was talented, the clothes, and the books they read
She was finally getting to the top but then she met hell and so now she cries

(Chorus)
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)
No
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)

(Verse 2)
The alter ego of her was in pursuit of getting out of evils sorrow and pain
She’s willing to do anything just to kill her pain that’s caused her miserable fame
When everyone knew what she does, just because of all the things he’d be saying
All over Chapel Hill campus they gossiped her name

(Chorus)
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)
No
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)

Oh I see people aren’t who they are forever
And everything that loves don’t always have a heart
I say changing people is a waste of time
Oh, but every past cant be just put behind
Sometimes I try to find a bible to these churches, need help no more living trying to find those most wanted searches
Pain in my soul from striving for nothing
Ant no blood in my heart, no healing the pain cause there’s no meds in this cart
Cause I’ve been dwelling on the feeling and running from all the time looking back
I’m tired of the texting on my phone tell sprint leave the Samsungs
Otherwise pick up the phone but I never heard my phone by you rung
Staring at the words while my organs tries to catch the air out my lungs
87 lbs strung, thinking back what was done to me baby 18 either way I was just still too young
Truth hurts but up you dug all the dirt
It’s like a marigold round I’m still hurt
Life probably would’ve been better without a day and night
Cause this ant me I just ant living life

(Chorus)
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)
No
Oh no I ant living life (3x repeat)