1st verse
When I first met you
I never knew that,
You could do this to me
I am swimming in this blue ocean
That some would call your eyes
But I just can’t think
I can’t move.
I can barely breathe.
Much less speak,
With you beside me.
Plus silence, it speaks a thousand words
chorus
Out of all this time I’m buying
I’m so tired of lying
That I’m starting to think that if you knew
How I felt about you
Would you hurt me more?
That I’ve ever been hurt before?
Would you hate me?
For everything, you’ve made me?
But I’d be lying
If I said I wasn’t dying
On the inside without you
But I know it’s true
2nd verse
These words I haven't spoken,
Break me more every day of my life
How can you be around me
And not see that I’m going crazy
I've made so many promises to myself
And yet here here you are
Making me break every one of them
All in a matter of of seconds
Chorus repeat
Out of all this time I’m buying
I’m so tired of lying
That I’m starting to think that if you knew
How I felt about you
Would you hurt me more?
That I’ve ever been hurt before?
Would you hate me?
For everything you’ve made me?
But I’d be lying
If I said I wasn’t dying
On the inside without you
But I know it’s true
3rd verse
Why, are you doing this to me?
I ask myself this all the time
I ask so many questions
Yet I come up empty handed
Every time.