Writing love poems on ur arms
I know it's as crazy as it seems
It's not easy knowing i let the girl of my dreams go
Why did i throw what we had all away
Do anything to go back too the day i had you in my arms
Everything is so whack, so much pain i swear it's going to kill me
Instead of moving ahead and forgetting
I'm stuck with you inside my head
Having me go insane, whishing i can go back in time
Dont let me say it again, wont you please give me another chance
Since that day i haven't been right and tonight i'm going to make things right

Chorus
Remember those times are hearts would pound everytime we were around each other?
Those breath taking moments? Times really are changing
I'm just keeping it real. When i was with you i felt like i was somebody else, just forgot who i was
It's hard not to deny it, mean while i got the colt 45 in my hand, holding the picture of you with that amazing smile
Debating if i should take the shot, thiers no dought
In my head but i dont know if i can put up with this s*** one more night. Now I end it with a silent bang

Verse 2
Now as the smoke begins to blow away
I snap back into reality, I left this life of insanity.
Always thought i'd end it with a knife, either way no more pain remains.
Sorry for the blood stains, at least i'm not locked up in chains anymore
All i ever did was adore you, and it seemed like all you did was ignore me
At first i didn't want the blame on you, but now i realize it has always been you holding me back
Now your the reason i used a glock to my skull
I gave you a heartful of love, you toke it for granted
You arn't in my will that's garenteed, you just fed the fire burning inside
But now im in a better place and i take a deep breath then blow and the fire stalls
Now i'm a step closer to being at peace

Chorus
Remember those times are hearts would pound everytime we were around each other?
Those breath taking moments? Times reallhy are changing
I'm just keeping it real. When i was with you i felt like i was somebody else, just forgot who i was
It's hard not to deny it, mean while i got the colt 45 in my hand, holding the picture of you with that amazing smile
Debating if i should take the shot, thiers no dought
In my head but i dont know if i can put up with this hit one more night. Now i end it with a silent bang