So I`m planning my revenge
With a death filled syringe
And all I have to say is that I`ll cry
I never thought that these days would just fly by
And for every moment you traced over and around me
I hope to hell that you'll be
sorry.
Well,I can't help the fact that the boys never looked at me.
What did they expect me to be?
When I cry alone at night
I hope they'll find it right
...
The names I wish to shead.
Haunt me when I lay in my bed.
And in my head...
I repeat the notes I`ve read.
they say
...
All I ever wanted
was to be wanted.
To be needed,
not to be conceded
but by the time you read this
I`ll be giving my family my last kiss.
And I`ll stab the needle of truth in my veins
To keep the feeling of content the same.
And I hope that no one blames...
themselves.
accept me too...
except for you...
...
So with every sermon preached
I thought that I might have reached
The forsaken holy land..
But from the looks of the hour hand
I`ll be too late..
I`ll be too late!
...
Well,I can't help the fact that the boys never looked at me.
I couldn't help being ugly.
I remember I said I would never...
let that reason be my lever.
To be where I am now,oh.
At the end of the road.
...
All I ever wanted
was to be wanted.
To be needed,
not to be conceded
but by the time you read this
I`ll be giving my family my last kiss.
And I`ll stab the needle of truth in my veins
To keep the feeling of content the same.
And I hope that no one blames...
themselves.
accept me too...
except for you...
...
So now in this blurred reflection of time.
I remember my final lines
Until they form into one kind...
...
To everyone,I`m sorry I did this.
I`d be lying if I said that I missed...
Breathing the same air as you
and them too...
The boys who never looked at me...
I`m sorry I couldn't be..
anything but ugly...
...
So I`m planning my revenge
With a death filled syringe
And all I have to say is that I`ll cry
I never thought that these days would just fly by
And for every moment you traced over and around me
I hope to hell that you'll be
sorry...