you're not welcome

i didn't do it for you

i hate what i've become

i had to see it through

after what was said

i watched it fade away

what can a father mean

when he's with another family

without me

you're not welcome

even though i still love you

i never was enough

i left out of the blue

after what you said

i watched it fade away

what does my broken heart need

to get me back into the sea

i'm not welcome

how did i make it this far

a life without a mum

i'd rather live in my car

after what was said

i watched it fade away

how can tomorrow come

if i'm stuck in the past, today.