This will be the last time I'm alone
The last time you hang up the phone
The last time my feelings aren't shone
This has been too many times postponed
I'm ending it all on my own

I never thought it would end like this
Ok that's a lie I've known since we were kids
That I'd be the one to take my own life
I just never thought it would be with this knife
The one that you used to use until you gave it up
That one night, alone, where no one could interrupt
Us from falling in love with each other uncontrollably
We made each other promise no matter how hopeless we
Made a pact to stay in this world for each other
Even if we wanted the end it we knew we'd need one another.
Now those days are gone and you've moved on as well
You were there for me those other days looks like you aren't here to tell
Me that everything's going to be ok, it's going to get better
I just hope you'll understand after you read this letter.

This will be the last time I'm alone
The last time you hang up the phone
The last time my feelings aren't shone
This has been too many times postponed
I'm ending it all on my own

You used to be there for me that's definitely true
I used to know when I had nothing I had you
We were together at all times never apart
Whenever I wasn't with you those thoughts would start
To creep back up on me and drive me to a dark place
All I needed to get out was to see your beautiful face
We spent so much time together what we had was stronger than love
This special bond I could always be sure of
Until that one day you left me, exactly a month ago
Went away somewhere, a location unknown
Since then I've been getting by on hoping you'll come back
I know now the only relief I'll get is when I fade to black
I'm afraid it'll be to late for you to say goodbye
For it's too late to stop me tonight I'm going to die

This will be the last time I'm alone
The last time you hang up the phone
The last time my feelings aren't shone
This has been too many times postponed
I'm ending it all on my own

Until suddenly there's a knock on my door
I jump up in fright my pen hits the floor
I decided not to open it my life about to end
I was beyond the help of anyone not even a good friend
Until I heard the sound of a key opening a lock
My heart skipped a beat at the udder shock
At the possibility of who that could be
The only other person who I gave a key
You burst open and ripped the knife out of my hand
You wrapped your arms around me and started talking of our plans
To be together and never leave each other's side
Right then and there she cried
She said that she had tried
To find a new way to go on but failed and now she knows
That no matter who she meets and no matter where she goes
I'll always need her and she'll always need me until we die
So know I write
Of that night
I almost said goodbye