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Empty

May 19, 2015
By Shadowous GOLD, San Mateo, California
Shadowous GOLD, San Mateo, California
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Favorite Quote:
"Fear is not us, Fear lies above us, we want Fear to be to the side or below us, But we have encouragement within us, We want encouragement above us, We want encouragement above us over fear."


Empty
      (Verse 1)
Ever walk into a room and it just felt like doom there wasn’t any light. But it felt like you just had to go past the underwrite you thought you just had to fist the other side of the wall but it just didn’t feel right, no, even with people it still didn’t feel comfy it just seemed like every other day just felt so clumsy I don’t wanna blame you for being grumpy but I understand your head is getting hot and you look a little fussy. From the outside you look happy but in the inside is the surprise that you want to spray out to cussing. I could see your past trying to impress the others and it just felt so lust. Maybe not everything can be so perfect we all gotta deal with some dust People didn’t even know your thrust. But we can’t change our past looking back to be so glad at home in our own little dome but you let us down this was your last chance to make everything better instead you made it like an airplane and killed the people in the crash and you thought you would be surpassed you just grew bigger to be more unsecured going to the first aid by the gate and spraying out is the emotion of the pain Anachary the purge everything didn’t feel as it should Don’t think negative you could but would do that thing you were thinking for a long time but could have done that other thing many times to clean the inside for the inside hungry crood but I don’t even think it made a difference if you would or at least cure the wound that the clouds from above that have the sounds of the decisions you made then and now but how? You look so happy maybe I didn’t get the actual underground where the truth is hiding but all he did was bestriding out the way out of the hood he won’t ever be the same from the child he was once stood
     (Chorus)
Coldy and maybe a little bit lonely besides your not being the one and only you could still make a difference not fast but do it slowly you have to adapt to this rap and feel toasty It’s almost like one of those goalies that see’s the ball coming to the face to hold the pride of stopping the pain and beholding a new passage to controlling the holy self and you just felt like bowling and knocking those pins down may the mistakes have became the opposite and disreplicate another one of your own selves you won’t but will have a chance to take a glance to even go to the doctor to even look at your own self in the mirror you could see a ball but you won’t see that cleave stab into your body and you starting spazzing out around the house to scared to tell you that your undeceived A lot of people have to deal with these problems but your not the worst to compete or even to complete
     (Verse 2)
Not even to feeling cold you could feel the fire. But how? It’s cold how does that even acquire you’ll be stuck in there a while you might need a spire but it felt like it turned around to the worst rectifier no matter how good or bad the life you had you don’t need to be or to be seen as a qualifier but it didn’t even feel as if you were in the top of the ranks not even a versifier but no matter how much you try to find the problem inside to flood the non pride but it felt like it was an amplifier you won’t ever escape the world it’s surrounded by invis barbwire but you felt like going back to your mom and start sucking on that pacifier that’s not your only or not even your desire but you don’t even have the right pyre not even the fifth twist but you’re only on the first tire. Coming from the inside where all the feelings are covered up you feel like you’ve taken it all no, you’ve had enough and plus you have all that fuzz because or maybe it felt so rough even the bones inside didn’t even feel that buff it just felt like a bunch of stuff and just a whole of tons of heart beating not anything was ever changing everything was just repeating you wanna walk out the gate but where is that gate go in there and start depleting the emptiness of hiding under the cover of that blanket and all you did was just want to be deleting your whole life and you feel like tearing up and giving up to surrender the defeating you can’t hold it back anymore the tears are seeping you’ve got long ways to go before you start the forever of sleeping.
      (Chorus)
Coldy and maybe a little bit lonely besides you not being the one and only you could still make a difference not fast but do it slowly you have to adapt to this rap and feel toasty It’s almost like one of those goalies that see’s the ball coming to the face to hold the pride of stopping the pain and beholding a new passage to controlling the holy self and you just felt like bowling and knocking those pins down may the mistakes have became the opposite and disreplicate another one of your own selves you won’t but will have a chance to take a glance to even go to the doc to even look at your own mini elf you could see a ball but you won’t see that cleave stab into your body and you starting spazzing out around the house to scared to tell you that your undeceived A lot of people have to deal with these problems but your not the worst to compete or even to complete
      (Verse 3)
You don’t even feel secured by nobody you don’t even feel like you partly or even remotely related to anyone you don’t even know why you were even created people might think your shoddy and other people might think that your life was just a photocopy I’ m losing my mind I’m flip floppity I control my own world and I rule my democracy someday I might go to the tip toppity  but not really to be honest I don’t even know what I am saying I don’t even think my life is worth paying or even laying down the line to try to fix everything it’s gonna pay a fine to design the perfect life and a dream house without your work it’s there even when you die but people don’t even want to recognize that they know you they’re to embarrassed to get paralyzed to even get into that situation and people don’t even show you they just throw you and now you have a bad reputation but you feel you have a relation with those people just because they gave you something to start everything in life is gonna go fast as a go kart maybe working in the light isn’t you greatest delight but maybe in the dark but that was the start to begin with to even care about what’s going on in your heart and what’s going on in there your getting more inferior and on the outside you don’t realize but your superior you’re the own name of the fame and maybe sometimes you might not feel inner linear but you like the inside you don’t feel exterior but to late the fear came and found it’s way to harm the brain now the last thing you’ll hear is that bullet and bang you feel like your life was a waste you just wanna turn the page and get out of the shame just being the guy who would always get blamed the worst thing you ever heard was that your life was a copy and paste.
     
     (Chorus)
Coldy and maybe a little bit lonely besides you not being the one and only you could still make a difference not fast but do it slowly you have to adapt to this rap and feel toasty It’s almost like one of those goalies that see’s the ball coming to the face to hold the pride of stopping the pain and beholding a new passage to controlling the holy self and you just felt like bowling and knocking those pins down may the mistakes have became the opposite and disreplicate another one of your own selves you won’t but will have a chance to take a glance to even go to the doc to even look at your own mini elf you could see a ball but you won’t see that cleave stab into your body and you starting spazzing out around the house to scared to tell you that your undeceived A lot of people have to deal with these problems but your not the worst to compete or even to complete


The author's comments:

Everyone has this feeling! But it will get better Eventually! Go spirit!

-Shadowous Out


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