I have no clue
Of what to do
About these thoughts
In my head
About what lies ahead
I am so lost
On what would be best
For the rest
Of my life
I try to consider
People to be in my life forever
Some say they can be trusted
But promises can be broken
Even if they were never spoken
Maybe someday I will awake
Until then I keep on choking
Sometimes even drowning
On the thoughts, I can not get rid of
They say that it will change one day
But until then I will never be okay
Do I need to say it's over
Will that be my lucky 4 leaf clover
Or maybe do I need to work it out
I guess I will keep having to juggle
This long forsaken struggle
Until I decide
What really lays ahead
And finally get these thoughts out of my head.